Moving on!

Hello again.

It's time for me to move on. Yes, you heard me right. I'm moving all of my blog activity to this site. Unfortunately, you can't read my blog posts unless you are a member of w.a.s.t.e-central. But it's totally free and takes just a minute to join.

The reason for my "blog move" is that I just didn't find this blog tool and site to be right for me. Though you could make it more personal here than on Waste-Central, I just feel like that's more like the place to be for me.
If you already are a member or are thinking of becoming one, just visit this link when you want to find me. The link requires you to log in, that's why you'd have to be a member.

I'll leave this blog open for a few days to see what I want to do, delete it or just let it be. We'll see. Hope to see you on Waste-Central later on. Take care!

Haha, made my day

If you can't see what it says - it says "You don't have junk here (hooray!) -- Microsoft SmartScreen is working to keep it out of your inbox, too.

That little "hooray!" made my day. Seriously. Even though it's crappy weather and all. And I promised myself yesterday that I would go out today. Heh. Not gonna happen.

True love for... a song?

The song you get to if you click on this headline always makes me stop with whatever I'm doing and I just sit there and listen. I love that song, to say the least. I thank whoever gave birth to Thom Yorke, Colin and Jonny Greenwood, Philip Selway and Ed O'Brien, so that they could form the greatest alternative band ever.

Failbook.com! (linking like crazy)

Hahaha, I just love that site. Here you can see a boob-related post if you're interested (it was rather funny though). And this is a really slow guy who obviously isn't using any application or playing any game on Facebook. Ever heard of FarmVille?
Finally here's another, this one is a kick in the butt for BP, you know - the oil company that keeps failing with everything they do.

And oh, as long as I'm sharing links. This is a stupid (mildly spoken) guy who really deserves what's coming to him. Couldn't help but feeling just a little bit sorry for him though.

Dryspot

I just don't know what to write on here anymore. I feel like shutting down and removing this blog, but still, no. I don't want to have to make an effort while writing a post. If you're really trying to come up with something just to write a blog post, it just looks fake and it's more boring that way. I used to be spontaneous and write about music and stuff, but now I just don't know what more to write about. Though I haven't even been on here for six months. Maybe it's three now, maybe less. I guess I ran out of ideas faster than I was prepared for.

See how much you can write without having to sit and think about what to write. When you really have something to say. Truth is, I don't have much to say other than this right now. I'm in a dryspot right now, let's just say it's one that last longer than the normal ones.

Eh...

Nine days since last time I wrote here. Hey. What's up?
To be honest, I don't really know what to write on here anymore. I mean, nothing's really happening.
Okay, I was away for a week in Gotland (an island that belongs to Sweden, beautiful place), I went shopping, swimming and sunbathing a lot. It was nice to stay out of the hectic city life for a week and just disconnect all thoughts about "reality".

So now I'm back. Going to sleep in my own bed again after sleeping on a really uncomfortable one for seven nights in a row. I had one pillow and it was really flat. Now I have two really FAT pillows instead. Mmmm, I just want to go to bed right away. Which I might to, since it's past midnight here. So I'll write whenever I feel like it. Just... don't expect anything big.

Going away

I'm so bad at updating here. I know that. It's just not been the first priority for me, and I'm sorry for that. If anyone even reads this blog, haha.
Well, so I'm off for a week, back on Sunday, going in four hours. Good luck with trying to get some sleep now, huh? Hmm. Well, I might as well sleep on the way to the boat in the car, and then on the boat. Then we arrive at Gotland and then there won't be any time for sleep!

So I'll talk to you in a week. I promise.

Haha

We're online on Justin.tv right now chatting about  lot of things. We're making stories just to make Matt read them after he's done with some gaming.

Haha... this was just the beginning of one. But still, it's pretty fun. Now we're placing bets on what score he'll get after some games in Wii Sports Resort. It's pretty unpredictable and... impossible. I'm in second last place. LOL.

Music Lesson

Matt is teaching me some music history and stuff. It's really interesting, I've always wanted to learn things like this.
Don't believe me? Then don't. Because I really want to learn this kind of thing, so I can use sheets when I play the piano instead of just listening and trying to play after the song. That only takes time and doesn't teach you a thing. So I'm glad he's helping me with this. I asked him what he would charge, but he said "for you - nothing", so I guess I'm lucky then. Haha.

Sorry for not posting in a few days. I'm just out of ideas and inspiration as well. Might share some music with you in a while. Maybe tomorrow.

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Can you fall for someone you've never met?

Tattoos

This time I have a different kind of link that I want to share with you. It's a Google search result with the keywords "radiohead tattoo". I just wanted to see if someone really did something like this. And oh, was I right. Click on the headline to get to the search results and look at some of the tattoo pictures. Some of them are quite nice, actually. I'm crazy, I know - but I'm also thinking about getting a tattoo dedicated to Radiohead. I mean, there is no other band that I have ever listened to (not even just a singer) that have affected me like this.

I'm thinking about a line in a song, or anything like that. I wouldn't want to have a picture tattooed onto my body, that just seems like too much. But a small text somewhere like on my ankle or something. Some lines that I have in mind:

"You reel me out, then you cut the string"
"... the most perfect day I've ever seen"
"This is what you get when you mess with us"

... is that too much, perhaps?

Fart-driven skates

HEADLINE.

Hahahaha, this is so fun.

Summer

Listening to some music while preparing myself for tonight. We're going to the movies to see the new "Twilight" movie, "Eclipse". We saw the two first movies last night just to "recap", as Mum said. I hope this one's good, but I think I don't have anything to worry about - until now, I've only heard good things about it.

So, what else is new? Well, not much, I tell you. I just realised that it's the first of July today and I kind of freaked out a little. Already?! I mean, school's about to start in just a month and two weeks. It's sick. I've already wasted almost a month of my summer break. On what? Well okay, I have been doing stuff. I've met friends, I've gotten some new friends as well. I've been able to get an acceptable tan while still in Sweden (!). Maybe I should consider myself happy with the summer break so far.

I mean, I know we haven't been able to travel this summer. Although we're going to Gotland in just a few weeks (I think it's only two or something) so... maybe I should call that "this years travel". It's going to be nice, though. Just getting away from the big city out on an island (big island, don't get me wrong) far away from home and just relaxing. Sounds really good.

Laughing so hard

Headline-clicking again. This is another Family Guy clip where Brian gives a good tip to those of you that want to lose weight. Of course it's a joke... I couldn't stop laughing. Next time I'm going to share a clip, it's going to be FART-TACULAR. Litterally.

Untitled

I'm absolutely not in the mood for this tonight. I'm feeling sick to my stomach and depressed. I've physically given up for the day, so... I'll write whenever I feel like it. And that's not tonight.

Annoying

I want to use my webcam when doing video calls on Messenger. I have a webcam on my own computer but that one sounds like hell and it's breaking down any second.
On this computer, everything works just fine. Except that it doesn't have a webcam. DAMN IT.

Prisoner with possibilities of escaping

This days weather has been weird. As usual in Sweden we can't really count on the weather forecasts that we read in the morning. "Oh, it's going to be sunny today", and you end up hiding under a roof from the god damn rain.
Also I haven't really been in the mood for doing stuff today, so I just stayed at home and of course I tried to avoid my aunt as much as I've been able to. It's not that I don't like her, it's the fact that I can barely speak to her. She has a poor English vocabulary (most of it's "hello", "how are you?" "are you okay?" and such) so it's not easy trying to have a proper conversation.

I know I could've tried to learn Thai. I did try. For five years I had homeschooling in Thai but the only thing it did was giving me chips for every page I read, and I didn't learn more than the alphabet and reading a few short words. What about speaking? I mean, I'm not exactly mute, so I can talk. Teach me how to speak Thai instead of just reading it.

Dad just walked up to my room and said "hey prisoner, are you hungry? Are you going to get out of here or what?"
He's right. I am a prisoner in my own room, but with the possibilities of escaping. I've got two alternatives; the balcony or the actual door that you're supposed to enter and exit through.

So anyway, I'm going back to doing nothing. I feel like crawling back into bed and sleep. Earlier than last night (this morning) at least... ha ha.

Random list

I'm bored. So I thought I'd share a boring list with you. Just because... well. Just because. I found this one on a Swedish blog, but I translated the questions.

1. How do you feel today?

Not so bad.

2. What was the first thought that crossed your mind when you woke up?

"Already?!"

3. What do you think your friends think of you?

Hmm. Don't dare to answer that one.

4. What's the theme song of your life?

That's a hard one! I'd have to get back to that one later.

5. What's school like for you?

Sometimes shit - sometimes great.

6. How can you proceed in life?

What's that?

7. What will tomorrow be like?

Well, I'm not a fortune teller. So I'd have to say I have no bloody idea.

8. What's the best thing about your friends?

Well... they're my friends. And I can't understand how they put up with me.

9. What's happening next week?

Again - how am I supposed to know? Haven't got anything planned at least, so...

10. What would your name be if you were born in the future?

Hahaha. That's a joke, right? Um... Zelda?

11. What song describes you the best?

Doesn't that kind of connect with "theme song of your life"? Coming back to that one.

12. What song do you want to be played on your funeral?

Videotape - Radiohead

13. How do the world see you?

Through their eyes, I guess.

14. What is your bad luck-song?

Well that one I know. It's Tik Tok - Ke$ha, because everytime I hear that piece of sh*t I tend to hurt myself. Like after banging my head in the wall or something.

15. What's your good luck-song?

Oh... hard one. Again.

16. Do you have a secret that nobody knows of?

I have no idea. Well... yeah, I have, actually.

17. Do people secretly dream about you?

How am I supposed to know?! If they told me about it, then it wouldn't be a secret anymore, would it?

18. Will you ever have kids?

As much as I mostly hate small and annoying kids and babies - yes, I think so.

19. What do you plan to name your first born child?

Godzilla

20. What song describes the one you're attracted to?

That's a secret! ;)

21. What would you say to the next generation?

Don't do the same mistakes we did.

23. How will people recognise you?

Hmm... tricky. I have absolutely no idea.

24. What's your dance song?

I actually have many dance songs.

25. What will summer be like?
Hopefully good.

26. What's the last thing that you're going to think about before going to sleep tonight?

"M".

International chatting

I know I haven't been posting that well these last couple of weeks. Well, to be honest, I'm not even sure anybody is reading this. Well, whatever. I love to write, so what the hey.
Tonight I had an interesting chat with people from the US, the UK and Canada. That's a mix alright. But it was fun! The British one was the one broadcasting so he shared some tv clips and music with us while we had a talk... for hours!

Well, other than that, my day was alright. I went out with a couple of friends, had lunch at a... restaurant. What else?
Then we just walked around in the city, looking at clothes and just walking. Nothing too interesting.

I'm so bad at this. Also it's half past three now, so I might be a little slow in the head. Better get some sleep. But I'm still hungry...

World Cup Disaster

What the hell happened, England?! Losing against Germany with 1-4 is... embarrassing. Well, that's the least you can say. The world cup so far has been 50/50 good and bad. Well, mostly because Sweden didn't make it (as for Eurovision Song Contest...) to the world cup and because the countries you're rooting for suck this time. England used to be good. Italy used to be good. Sweden used to be good, too. Now what?

Wow.

I haven't got anything interesting to share with you other than a video. I'm effing speachless. This guy is amazing. It's... wow.
So you know what to do. Click the headline. If you're a fan of Super Mario 64, you'll be sitting with your mouth open the whole time. Promise.

LOL

Click the headline. Haha, yet again my boring humour. Family Guy used to be funnier, now they're becoming like The Simpsons. But they do have some golden moments. Like this one.

Is this human?

Click the headline to read a shocking story about a boy who's almost dying and cops prevent medics from trying to help him. And the cops were smiling. How sick is that?!

Sometimes I don't even know what the hell is wrong with people. Now the police are being assholes too. And they're supposed to be the ones to stop other assholes from doing illegal stuff. Now this, must be outrageously illegal.

Nothing

I have nothing interesting to say today. All I can say is that I really need to pee and that the game between Argentina and Greece was boring until the last couple of minutes when Argentina finally scored two times. Yeah. So... that's about it. Sorry. Will be more tomorrow. Promise.

Crybaby

Jesus Christ. I just cried like a newborn baby after finally beating the game "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess". I've been playing it for six months approximately. Given up a few times and avoided playing it for a few days because of the obstacle that I just can't seem to get past. But then I figure it out (or check the walkthroughs made by these wonderful people) and it gets a little bit more fun.

So now I finally made it. I stuck my sword right in Ganondorf's belly and he died - standing up! Wow. And the short movie after containing credits and "what happened then", when everything went back to normal. That's when I cried. I cried until you could see the Triforce and the text "The End" under it. Wow. It was... I don't know how to describe it. It was surely memorable. Just like when I beat "Ocarina of Time". Always these Zelda games... they always make me cry and leave a great impression on me.

Nostalgia

I'm longing for this fall. I want our new laptops so bad. Because my own laptop crashed and died on me, I can't wait to get a new (and smaller!) one.
When I get it, I know I will instantly reinstall all of the old The Sims games. From the first ones up to The Sims 3. Listening to the build- and buy mode-music on YouTube from The Sims 1 makes me all nostalgic... I remember when I first got this game when I turned ten. Already then I got stuck with it and I couldn't stop playing it. Sat with my computer for hours, not wanting to ever stop. It was so fun, building houses, designing them, and most of all - listening to this wonderful music.

The Sims 1...

The Sims 2...

... and finally, The Sims 3.

I'm glad I didn't get rid of the games. Even though I got tired of them when I got older, now I realise that these games really are great and that you simply just can't get enough of it.

So, let me start school again, let me have my new laptop and let me enjoy these games again!

What happened, England?

I just watched the game between England and Algeria (it's over in just a minute, I gave up before that). And... what happened? Nothing. Not a single goal. And it was the most boring game I've seen in... well, quite a while. I'm so disappointed. I mean, with players like Rooney and Lampard you should be able to kick some ass. But no. Not even Algeria. Embarrassing. Shame on you!

Worst. Day. Ever.

I've been out on a picnic today with a few people from my old class. Among them was my ex, and he brought his little brother. He's turning fourteen but he has a mind of a four year old boy. Gosh, he really knows how to irritate people. Today I spent too much money on just a few things; a bottle of Coke, half a kilo of grapes and pasta salad with chicken.

It was nothing special, just something to eat and drink. And of course that little spoiled kid took half of my grapes and threw them at people - just to annoy and be a pain in the ass. I mean, hey - they were my grapes and though I did offer them to my friends, he wasn't one of them.

And by the way - throwing them instead of eating them?! Sometimes I really wonder if his parents gave up trying to raise that kid after a few years. Because he doesn't have any manners, he's nowhere near polite and he's so rude as a person can be. Though I did tell him not to take anymore of my grapes and though I did tell him not to make a mess on my blanket - he didn't give a f-ck about it and it was like he never heard me.

I've never met another kid as rude as him. God, he totally ruined my day today. And my ex doesn't even like him so why bring him with you when you're going out with friends? I could easily bring my own brother because he doesn't even dare to be rude to people he hardly know. But this kid... jesus, he's unbelievable.

Sorry, I just had to take it all out on something. So it had to be my blog, ha ha. I at least hope you had a great day!

Suicide?

I think the guy responsible for not caring about the oil problems, named Carl-Henric Svanberg, is going to kill himself. As a leader of the oil company BP and with a lot of pressure on him, I'm... pretty sure of it.
First, he's supposed to be around the Gulf of Mexico, where the oil has been leaking out.

Then, he's expected at the royal wedding here in Sweden. Either that or he will obey orders from BP and meet the victims of the catastrophe in Louisiana. And if that's not enough, Barack Obama is waiting for him in Washington, and he's more than furious. He said something like "I want to know whose ass I'm supposed to kick." Ouch. Tough spot. Everybody's waiting for him to do something, say something. Instead of coming out and telling the truth, at least trying to make it a little bit better, this is what he does:

 The man who's avoiding the camera is this guy, Svanberg. What a coward. It's his fault, anyway, so why hide and not just take the consequences?

I wouldn't want to be in his shoes right now. Instead of taking care of the oil problems in Mexico, he went on vacation with his new girlfriend. And if you decide to do a thing like that, you'd better pay up for your mistakes. Am I right or wrong?

LOL

Click this link! (No mumbo jumbo, just Family Guy.)

Thumbs down for illnesses

I hate the changes that Google are doing to everything now. YouTube and Blogger are owned by Google so if you want to log on you can't use your YouTube or Blogger-passwords anymore, but you have to another for just Google. Why not just keep it the way it is? I'm very conservative and no big fan of changes.

I'm still out of ideas and I'm still sick. What the hell is wrong with me? At first I was the strongest person on earth, never getting sick or even catching a cold. But now? It just won't let go of me, this thing I'm having. I can't breathe when I want to sleep because I'm normally used to breathe through my nose and now that it's not possible I start by breathing through my mouth but as soon as I fall asleep I start trying to breathe with my nose again and then I wake up, almost suffocating. Funny. Funny as hell.

To hell with this. I'm cutting my nose off. (Joking!)

Hubris?

There's a man in Sweden who's chief editor at a blogging site. And I don't know if there's anyone with more issues with hubris than him. His newest header on his blog has a text saying: "If you're not famous, you're not interesting." I mean... what? Talk about pushing us "normal" people down.

And about him, he's nothing more than a... well, chief editor at a blogging site. It's not like he's written a book or starred in a movie. Arrgh. He's making me f***ing mad, with his attitude. He's just... nothing. A wimp, who sees himself as something bigger than he really is.

BP = Beyond Pollution

Hahaha, I'm having a good laugh here though I'm still sick. Click here to see some fun stuff about BP, the company that pollutes our seas and waters, and not having the energy to do anything about it.
Embarrassingly enough there's a Swede on top of the country. And I'm half Swedish. And we're supposed to be good with IKEA and all of that. And now this. No, shame on you.

Sorry

I'm definitely not in the mood for this. So I won't be posting anything but this today.
All I can say is that you really should try out the new Wii game "Super Mario Galaxy 2". I got it today and it's... wow. It's legen-... wait for it... -dary.

Old videos

Not much to say. I need some sleep, that's all. And I need some snot paper. Sorry. But it's effing irritating, all of this. I'm irritated as soon as I have to sneeze, blow my nose or anything that involves my runny nose.

Anyway, I was going to share my favourite ventriloquist and his funniest puppet: Jeff Dunham and Peanut.

1.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

2. (This one's got lower volume)

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3


... funny as hell. Enjoy!

Sick

I'm sorry about yesterday's absence. Well, as you can see in the headline - I begin my summer break with being sick. Come on! I'm never sick. I have the best immune system currently existing in the whole world! So why now? In the summer? Catching a cold with a headache as a bonus. Nice. And I was going to see a guy in the ninth grade wearing a mankini today. No can do. I'll just stay at home and feel sorry for myself.

So what are you up to today?

Please don't!

I'm so angry. Disappointed, sad, angry, ... something. My mentor and my math teacher are both leaving our school to do other things. Our math teacher is going to pick up on his studies, and our mentor is going back to his hometown. His reasons made me think of him as a weak person. He said he wants to go back to his friends and family, that he misses them and that it didn't work out for him here in Stockholm.

That made me angry, I just wanted to shout "WELL, LEAVE US NOW THEN!". He'll probably move away first thing tomorrow after graduation. Wouldn't that be typical. Oh, two of my favourite teachers are abandoning us. But I'm glad our Swedish/English-teacher is now going to be our new mentor. If she'd leave, I'd leave too! School just isn't good without funny and great teachers, right?

So I'm off to bed then, I can't sit in school and yawn all the time when the teachers are talking and saying their final good-byes. And most of all I can't be late. But there's no risk for that, because I get up early enough and I rarely miss the bus. So... yeah. I guess I'll be pretty pissed off at those of my classmates that are skipping graduation tomorrow. I know there will be some that are going to stay at home, sleeping, in stead of saying good-bye to their teachers and "see you in August" to their classmates. F*** them. Disrespectful people.

BEING SO METAL...

... YOU RUST IN THE SHOWER. Yeah, so damn true. Well, almost, at least. (I read this on Facebook.)
How is it I'm always stuck on what to write here whenever I decide to finally do it? I'm always out of words.
Okay, I have one thing, based on my parenthesis before. Why is it that total strangers add you as a friend on Facebook? Maybe they think you look good in your profile picture, yeah I get that.
But I mean, trying to add someone you've seen the first time that day at that moment?

I had one of these strangers on my Request-list today. And I still have. I wasn't going to decline or accept until he answered my mail that I sent him. Usually when this happens I write "Who are you? Do I know you?" even though I'm 99% sure that I don't know the guy.
So he answered me. "Think you look cute. Give me cred for trying at least. Hugs."
Yeah.

...Right. No. So I declined his request. Just as it should be. God, he looked at least thirty-five. And I'm 17! People really don't seem to care about the age difference.

Take me back

Home. Oh, fuck, it feels good to be home. But somehow it doesn't. Being back in the big, shallow, yet beautiful but too much, city feels wrong. I want to go back. I'm not fully comfortable in a big city like this. I like being in a small town among a few people. And not like this.

Help, take me back!

Cousin's graduation

Tomorrow we're off to Enköping to see my cousin graduate. Already? Yeah... I still can't believe it. And her sister is getting married this fall. Here I also asked myself "Already?!" just a few weeks ago. I mean, it seems like it was just a year ago that the younger sister used to sneak out of her house to... well, get drunk. With some friends at someone's place where there were no parents at home. And now she's allowed to even sit at a bar with her parents if she wants to. But I guess that'd be kind of weird. Now, at least. Maybe in a year or so.

So today we went shopping for some clothes to wear tomorrow. I thought about buying some new shoes but I didn't buy any. Maybe I'll regret that but... I'll be fine with the ones I've picked out. It's a pair of brown wedges with beige details on the bottom. Pretty nice, hard to explain. And I'm too lazy to get my camera and take a picture. But have some fantasy, haha.

?!

Listening to Radiohead. As usual. God, Thom Yorke really got me under his spell, haha. The current song is called "Creep" and it's... wow. I love it. I love all of the ones I put up here earlier. When I'm sitting on the bus listening to my favourite tracks by them, I get really... carried away and I don't notice anything else going on around me. Then all of a sudden everyone gets off the bus and that's when I wake up and realise I'm there.

Umm... (more dots to come, they represent the seconds of how long I'm thinking) ... not much to say. No. I'm gonna say something really unnecessary and uninteresting so I'll write some other time. Perhaps.

Poetry, what?

Today we had our so called "poetry slam". Well, it's sort of a speech kind a thing, but... somehow poetry. And the special theme we had was "crime and law". I've been practicing the text like a maniac for several days in a row now. So today when I went up there, I felt nervous as hell but I hardly ever looked at my paper. Just once when I didn't remember what came next, that's when I took some help from my sheet. Otherwise it went better than I thought it would. And I'm getting the highest grades in Swedish thanks to this. Damn, it feels good.

My grades look too good to me, to be honest. I wouldn't even dare dreaming this when I walked inside this school for the very first time. I envy myself. Ha ha.
Well, I'm free tomorrow and Friday, then on Monday there are going to be some "fun stuff" going on in school, the last schoolday. And on Tuesday it's graduation day and we go on a super long summer break. Okay, it's ten weeks long. That is like ten autumn breaks. Wow.

1st of June

Wow... time really flies. God, I love saying it. But it's true! In a week I'm finishing my first year in college and when autumn returns I begin my second year. Scary. Hmm, wonder if it'll go as good next year as it did this year? I really do hope so. If so, I'm a lucky bastard.

So, what else. Well, I slept almost halfway through this day. School ended at 10.45 (when it should've ended by 11.20, mohaha) and I went home, ate some lunch and fell asleep in the livingroom couch. Cosy. Woke up two hours ago and it felt great. I'm just a little tired now. Better than before. Oh, how nice it'll be going back to bed later on this evening late night.

So tomorrow's Wednesday. Nothing special. I'm free in the morning because the math lessons (yes, two horrible math lessons, each fifty minutes long) are OFF! I couldn't be happier. This means I can go to school half past ten in stead of half past eight. Two hours! God, that's fantastic.

Oh, I also want to share a beautiful song with you, that I'm actually listening to right now. This one is an oldie, I know that. But oldie as it might be, it's also a goldie. Ha ha. Oldie goldie. Love it.

Looking for a new love

Laptop, that is. I'm currently looking at this one. It seems great for me, almost perfect. It's small, cute and it's good for the things I do on a computer. I'm not an advanced user, I normally just browse the web, write in documents and maybe sometimes even play The Sims 3 which would be the thing demanding most memory and power. Otherwise I don't really need the very best and most powerful computer so this one seems great.

What do you think?

Part two, assaulted eight year old girl

Click on the headline to read what the mother said about the attempted rape of her eight year old daughter. The two boys, aged ten and eleven, were convicted of attempt to rape but cleared of rape. Still, I can't understand how you, by that early age, know about stuff like these. I'd want to hear what the parents of the boys have to say about this. Do they really care about raising their kids? And if so, what kind of upbringing is this?

Mother's Day

Yep, it's Mother's Day. We, that's me and my brother, bought mum some flowers and a cute card with a bear on it, holding a bunch of roses. Well, we didn't buy roses, but the card was, as I said, cute and I couldn't resist buying it. Mum was happy to get the flowers, and we were happy that she liked them. Would've been awkward if she didn't.

We spent the day out on a soccer field in the pouring rain, and it felt like it was all in vain. Oh, now I'm starting to do rhymes, also. Great. Just great.
Anyhow, my brother's team lost against a bunch of boys that were one year older than them. Also it was just a one goal difference, so I think they did great.
Then when we finally got home, the rain stayed at where we just left and the sun was shining again. Good. Because it was good weather when we left this morning, I took on my favourite shorts. Guess if I did regret it...

It's time for bed soon and tomorrow it's Monday again. Just eight days away from the biggest and greatest break we have; summer break! Feels good knowing I'm leaving my first year in college with good grades. Well, good is an understatement. Fantastic grades. I can't help but feeling proud of myself. I mean... I even have good grades in math now. I was so close to failing before coming to college. And now... it's so unreal. But I'm not complaining!

Robotic society (people becoming like robots)

I thought of this today, that people more and more become like robots.
Doing the same routine all day long, all week, obeying the rules (if you don't then you're no robot. True story.) of... well, traffic is what I mostly thought of.

When loads of people just stand there in front of the red man, waiting for the green man to take his place and indicate that it's okay to walk.
When the green man arrives, the power turns on and people walk across the street.

Sitting on the bus; looking out the window, reading a book, a magazine, a newspaper.
Listening to music through your earphones from your brand new Android phone or iPod.
Getting off as soon as it's your station and when the bus doors open.

Doing all of these things automatically like robots do.
We more and more want to look like robots, too.
We inject huge amounts of botox, whiten our teeth, make our breasts bigger, make our bottoms smaller.
Anything to prevent aging and fattening. Just like robots. Because they don't age nor do they get bigger or smaller.

What happened to the spontaneous, non-fixated people?
Is everything really supposed to be perfect?

Claustrophobia in Old Town

Today we took a stroll in Old Town here in Stockholm. Well, okay - it wasn't really "taking a stroll", we oriented around the place. It's my hometown but I could easily get lost. Seriously.
And all of these alleys...! I mean, it's scary.

I mean, look. I get claustrophobic by just looking at the picture. Walking between these walls was... scary. Felt like they were going to close in on me and crush me. Not my favourite hobby, walking around in these places. And I can't even imagine what it would be like going home through these narrow places in the dark night. Ideal places for rapists... I guess.

They just get younger and younger...

... these poor children. Well, I feel sorry for this one, and also these two, in a way.

The first article is about a little boy who, at age 11, developed an eating disorder, leading to anorexia. Other children of his age used to bully him for his weight and the way he looked. Though he wasn't even near being fat. How far are you prepared to go just to hurt someone? Now when he's 12 he's finally out of hospital, healthy and free of his horrible diagnose.

The second article is about two boys, at the happening aged 10, who made an attempt for raping a girl who is two years younger and therefore 8 years old when she was assaulted. I mean, come on! Ten years old and they're already 'interested' in sex? What kind of parents have (not) raised these children?! It's a total madness, all of this. I feel sorry for the boy who was having anorexia, and for the girl who was almost raped, before they even became teenagers. Isn't that just disgusting?

Metallica!

As I promised, I'd do a list of my favourite Metallica songs. Didn't really think I'd be doing them now, but what the hell. Here we go!

1. Battery
2. King Nothing
3. Master Of Puppets
4. One
5. The Day That Never Comes
6. Nothing Else Matters
7. Seek And Destroy
8. Fade To Black
9. Blackened
10. Sad But True
11. Enter Sandman
12. For Whom The Bell Tolls
13. Harvester Of Sorrow

There we go. A lot of songs but they're all great. I'm not even sure they're in the right order, but it doesn't matter. Mostly I'm impressed by the intro of the songs. Numbers 1-9 on this list have awesome intros. No kidding. The other ones are... well, okay. What makes them good is the thing in between. Metallica... wow.

I never in my life would've believed a year back that I'd be listening to this metal band. But now I am, and I'm more than happy about that!

Radiohead addiction

I'm going to do something different; share all of my favourite songs from the fantastic band Radiohead. Since I have nothing else to do, I'm not tired and I'm free from school tomorrow, then I thought it would be a good idea.

Okay, so here's my list. Click on the names to hear the songs on YouTube!

1. Karma Police
2. Pyramid Song
3. Fog (Again)
4. High And Dry
5. Videotape
6. Creep (Acoustic)
7. Electioneering
8. Packt Like Sardines In A Crushd Tin Box
9. Airbag

Beautiful songs, all of them. Thanks to someone on YouTube who made fantastic covers on "Videotape" and "Pyramid Song", I learned to love this band. Love them 'til I die. It's like Metallica. And oh, by the way - I can post my favourite Metallica songs next time. Sounds good? Great. Talk to you then.

I'm back (I guess)

So it's been a while. I guess you already forgot about me, huh? Well I'm partly out of my life crisis. I mean, life's never fully perfect. It can't be. And if you feel that it is, it's probably the other way. Yeah. That's what I believe.
Today it's Sunday, the weather is depressing and it kind of fits with the name of the day and the fact that it's Monday tomorrow. No more freedom. School. But it'll be over in a few weeks. A little more than two weeks. God, it's that soon?! Time really flies, doesn't it?

I feel I'm not getting anything of importance out here. I just wanted to announce my return, that's all. So I guess I'll be updating soon. Better are the chances when I get my own computer up and running again. The fan is sounding like a hundred hairdryers and the laptop almost gets that hot as the hundred hairdryers might get. So we're trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with it. I miss my computer...

Taking a break

Yeah. I'm gonna be honest with you and if you haven't already noticed - I'm not feeling well.
Mentally, that is. And that's worse than feeling bad physically. So... yeah. I'm gonna deal with my inner demons and other problems and then come back to this blog. I hope. I like to write. No, I love to write. But right now it doesn't seem too good for me sitting here and writing out everything that I feel. So I'll keep that to myself.

Because all of the friends I used to talk to turned their backs on me. Thanks again. Fuckers.

It's amazing, how people can just stop caring about you.
I mean, I've tried everything. Calling, texting, writing on Facebook. Suggesting things. "Hi, it's been a while. I think we should meet up for a chat!" "Yeah... how about next week?" And then something else comes up. I wonder if that's just to avoid me. Because that seems to happen all the time nowadays.

Well, what to do. If people doesn't want to be with me - then fine! F*** you all, some of you I've known since I was four years old. And some of you since six years of age. But still that doesn't matter to these idiots. Nothing seems to matter. The worst thing is that people don't even have the curtesy of telling me the truth. Saying why they don't want to be with me, instead of making up excuses. "I can't, even though we had decided to see each other today. I... have a doctors appointment. Sort of." Screw that, I don't believe any of it.

So to all of you, that keep doing this to me. Stop. I know what you're doing. Go to hell instead. I'd be glad to see you going there. I'd wave you off, even.

The Simpsons: Latest Episode

God, I can never stop loving The Simpsons. It's been going on for 21 years soon and still it keeps the same good quality. In fact, it just keeps getting better. This latest episode really was a good one. So if you click on this headline it'll lead you to Watch The Simpsons Online, a site where you can watch all of the episodes available. There is a site for you Family Guy-lovers too (and I'm also a big fan of Family Guy), and it's called Watch Family Guy Online. Feel free to check them out, it's all for free which only makes it better.

Let me sleep!

Ugh, tests after tests. I'm surprised to still be alive. Tomorrow there's another test, the last one in English at least. Lucky me. No, actually - I'm not that lucky. I've still got the national test in math left to do and that's the one I worry most about. Glad I can't get lower grades because of it at least. I can only get better, not worse. That's kind of relieving. But still I can't help but worry too much.

Well well. Time's almost eleven o'clock in the evening (of course) and I should at least try to get some sleep. My sleeping problems still remain and it's making me crazy. Why can't I get one night of normal and continuous sleep?! God damn it. I wish I had some pills.

Just joking.

Damn computer

Sorry for not posting, I'm just not up for it right now. There's a lot on my mind nowadays so... that takes up a lot of my spare time. Sorry.
Well, I'm in school, hitting my computer and cursing at it. It keeps shutting off all the time so I'm not happy at the moment. I want to finish my work and go home. Tomorrow and Wednesday are full with national tests so I'm not allowed to be at home then, but if I finish today I might get Thursday and Friday off at least. So I have to work. If this computer allows me to, I don't have another computer to use.

I knew I should've brought my own to school...

Alcoholics and pyromaniacs

I need to be honest with you. I was going to describe to those of you not living in Sweden what "Valborgsmässoafton" is, so I googled it and found out that it's called "Walpurgis Night" in English. Well, whatever. You're standing by a big fire watching it and most young people over 14 years old get embarrassingly drunk these nights. Well, I'm not one of them. I wasn't even out to go watch some stupid fires. I mean, if I'd want to see a thing like that, I could just burn something up outside. Or something. It's a night for pyromaniacs and alcoholics. Most holidays are drenched in alcohol nowadays. Tragic.

So I stayed at home this evening with my brother, watching some episodes of Family Guy and eating chips. Actually the last part just made me feel bad about what I'm daily stuffing into my mouth. Today I had McDonald's for lunch. French fries, hamburger and a medium Cola. Dinner; meat with French fries and tzatziki. God, I feel awful. I'm always eating junkfood when in school and after school isn't much better. So I really need to start working out. It's showing, all over my body. I've never looked like this before. It's giving me a huge anxiety. Tomorrow - work out! At least two, three times a week I should do some exercises. God, what have I become?

Well, enough of the anxiety- and alcoholic-talk. I think I'll just get into bed and sleep for a day or two. It seems necessary. Night!

Freak

This evening, we had some lightning and thunder-action in my neighbourhood. I was practically shitting my pants. God, that was really scary. The windows were vibrating, I was lying under my blanket, unplugging my computer and everything electrical around me. First I noticed that the sky had a weird color. Like... brown and gray at the same time. And then it started pouring down rain, and the lightning-thunder-hell began. I'm usually not that scared anymore, but this time it was different. More powerful than I've ever experienced. And that was scary.

Anyway, just finished studying Spanish for the test tomorrow. I feel like my brain's going to explode any minute now, so I'd better quit. Get some sleep and get to school in a good shape. And not having a blackout. That's my worst fear right now, though I'm not normally this nervous over Spanish tests. It's my best subject after English so I can easily say I'm guaranteed to at least pass the test. But I want to get good grades too, so it takes more than just answering questions with one word. A whole book has to be written! (No, not really.)

Listening to Radiohead to calm down, soon it's time to go to sleep. How was your day? :)

Kinda busy...

... or something. Reading a magazine, reading blogs, blogging myself... it's called multitasking, as my friend Jonathan said today when he was going to play a mobile game and a computer game at the same time. It all ended up with him being stuck with the computer and the phone was resting on the table. So much for multitasking. Guys just aren't built for that. (I'm joking!)

So, the national test today went pretty good, I guess. I'm always anxious about these things, always thinking I could've done it better. I'm never fully satisfied and that kind of bothers me a little. Well okay, a lot. I just hope it all came out alright and that my teacher understands what I'm trying to say in the text with over 300 words. Yeah, I counted. That's how bored I got when nobody else finished as early as I did. Quit bragging, right?

Well, I gotta get some sleep before tomorrow's lecture about democracy. Boooooring. I bet you I will fall asleep during the lecture. That's how boring my teacher in social studies really is. So... talk to you tomorrow if I survived it. Well, if I survived Y2K, bird flu, mad cow disease, 9/11 (I wasn't there, I know) and the swine flu. So... I think I'll be alright.

What a day I'm having ahead of me. First, math for two hours. Later, national test in English, writing an essay about a special subject we've chosen from a few alternatives. And last but not least, sports. Funny funny. No, I'm joking. I hate Wednesdays normally, and the national test in between the classes just made everything worse. For 90 minutes I'm supposed to sit down and write an essay with no music in my ears! What kind of punishment is that?! You can't stop me from listening to my music when working, that's just not fair. I simply can't work or study when it's quiet.

Oh, and this is just great. My bedside lamp just went out. Not with the usual "pop" that a lamp is "supposed" to be doing when... dying. But it faded out. How creepy is that! So I'm sitting here in the dark, writing. Feeling like I want to stay at home tomorrow. Or at least skip the last class of the day. God, I really hate sports. Why don't teachers just take their class to the gym or something? That would be so much more fun than just playing basketball or doing obstacle courses. (I really hate those. Don't see the point in doing them.)

Well, enough bitching from me today. I hope you all had a wonderful day, because I really did. The sun made my day, practically. Talk to you tomorrow!

A day off

And I forgot this. Until today I didn't even think of the fact that I'm free tomorrow. We went to school one day and then the next day we don't have to. Good. Then I can sleep as much as I want. Beautiful. But still... I don't feel like just lying in bed all day, I want to do something. But what? I mean, everyone's at school but me, so that makes it hard to see other people during the day.

Oh well, I guess I'll see tomorrow what happens. Maybe I get up far too late to even see anyone, and that would kind of solve my problem. Or I wake up terribly early, and not being able to go back to sleep. That would truly be a nightmare. I hate when that happens. Don't you?
The rest of the night (before I get tired, that is) I'm going to watch As If. God, I'm reaching the end of the series now and I don't want to. The best thing is that I can watch this all over again thanks to the guy who uploaded all of the episodes on YouTube. If you're a fan of As If, just search for "As If" or on the user's name, "courchevalskier" and it'll pop up, I guess.

So, onward to... the series. Talk to you tomorrow, hope you had a good start of the week!

School tomorrow, not looking forward to it. God, I wish I could have my summer break already. Just relax, sleep, stay out in the sun, be out late in the evening... Sounds too good to be true, actually. But I guess that'll come true in a few weeks. God, sometimes time really flies. It's almost scary.

I'm surprisingly tired already. Today was a really lazy day. I got up by twelve (my brother woke me up and made me get up), sat in my robe until three o'clock, showered and played videogames with my brother the rest of the day. Almost. We were planning on going out when we saw the sun this morning. Of course the gray clouds had to come during the day, preventing us from getting some fresh air. It's almost like someone's doing this to us just because it's possible. Or something.

Well, before I fall asleep on the keyboard I hope you had a good weekend, and hope that this week will be... painless. Laters!

The Butterfly Effect

I normally don't like Ashton Kutcher. I mean, he's childish, lame, boring and immature. Always. So are the roles he gets to play. But this time, for a change, he got to play a more serious character called Evan Treborn, with some serious problems. I'm not going to tell too much about the film if you haven't seen it. Surprisingly good, actually. Not good good. But... good.

So technically it's still Saturday for me. So count this as a post for Saturday and not Sunday. God, it's already Sunday. When I wake up, there's only one day left and then you're back in the schoolchair, listening to the teacher and hammering the buttons on the keyboard. Yuck. I'm so not up for it. One week left until deadline of our project. Great. Really great. I think I'll have to stay at home tomorrow (Sunday) to work my brains out on this. That's how bad it is. On the other hand it could've been worse. Some of my classmates haven't even begun the second assignment, so... yeah. But still! I can't help but feeling a bit worried.

I guess I'd better get some sleep then. Well, talk to you later on "tomorrow". Night!

Soccer is for cool people (like me)

God, I'm so tired. I really should get to bed, but I have to wait for my brother to come home first. He doesn't have his keys with him (as usual), that's why I have to suffer. Typical, right?

This evening we went to see a soccer game between my brother's team and another team, whose players were one year older. But still, it didn't prevent my brother's team from winning with 5 to 1. Must've been embarrassing for the others to lose to younger players. But fun!

Unfortunately my brother didn't score, but he assisted to a goal once. He's been having troubles with his knee so at first he wasn't even going to play. But in the second half he got in. Would've been a waste going there to see my brother's team play without him.

So anyway, it's still Friday and not much left to do. I haven't done much today either. School, Spanish test (went terrible), slept for a while when I got home. That's about it, I guess. This weekend is going to be all about sleeping. Catching up on the lost hours of the week, just relaxing. It's not far until we're going on the epically long summer break. Ten weeks! That's almost worth waiting for. And this autumn I'm already becoming a second year-student. God, time flies. Really. It's... scary, almost.

All I do in this blog, it seems, is to tip you guys of music I like and listen to a lot. But now there's another thing I want you to try out, and it's a game called Robot Unicorn Attack. The objective is simple; jump onto the cliffs, crush the stars and go as far as you can. You know what to do, click on the headline and you'll get to a swedish gamesite called Jesper.nu. I started playing this game just two days ago and I'm already stuck.
Oh, and another thing. If you beat my highscore (shown below)... you really are epic. Truly.

And we have crashed her party

Wow, I need to share a song with you guys again. I just have to. It's called Karma Police and it's by Radiohead. I'm really starting to love them. Their lyrics and the melodies are unbeatable. Seriously. So just click on the headline, as usual, and it'll take you right to it. Actually, the video isn't much to watch, it's just lyrics if you want to... sing along or anything. Just in case.

So, maybe I should show you my current hairstyle. I went to my new favourite hairdresser and she smiled when she saw me, meaning she recognized me. The first time I cut my hair with her she told me I had beautiful hair and she just couldn't stop saying it. Guess who was happy at that moment, smiling like an idiot? Yeah, me. Who else?

I know my smile looks weird. It is, so you aren't alone in thinking it. And I know my fringe looks uneven and short, but I'll ask a friend of mine to fix it when it grows longer. So no worries. Should've taken a better picture but I don't have the energy right now. I should get to bed, tomorrow's a new day and I have lots to do in school. So yeah. Well, pretty meaningless post. Except from the song! God, that's not meaningless at all. So have a listen and tell me what you think. Good night!

Victory

Wow, I'm really happy now. I've watched a football game between my favourite team (since I was born! Seriously!) Hammarby and GIF Sundsvall. My team won with 2 goals to 1. Finally. It's not been going that well for them but now, finally, they score and win a game. Hope it continues this way.

I saw a new fan page on Facebook which at first freaked me out. They've changed it, so that now it doesn't say "X is now a fan of Y", but it says "X likes Y", if you get what I mean.

Directly translated; 1, 2, 3 and 4 likes you. It would have been a cute thing, if the name of the fan page wasn't "you". Clever thing, though!

Well, better get to bed, need to get up early tomorrow. Hope you had a nice day. Good night!

Confused

I'm confused.
Really confused.
I mean... I think I feel something very small for someone in my class. I don't want to, though he's really a great guy. Fun, goodlooking, kind. Not that we have so much in common, but still.
Thing is, it's... impossible. It just is. First, I swore to myself last year that I would never date someone in my own class again. My two latest relationships (also the longest, weird) were with two guys who were in my class. I realised that you get tired of each other really fast. You see each other in school five days a week, then you see each other after school also. And sometimes on weekends.

That's why I'm trying to block it all out. But it doesn't work that well, actually I think this is giving the opposite effect. Also I think he doesn't really like me that much. At all. Like the others in my class. Nobody seems to really like me there. I thought I had it better in my new school, and in some ways I do. Better grades, better teachers and such. But I at least had friends in my previous class. Now I don't. People like to shut me out in this one.

Anyway. So... that's what's on my mind right now. And always. Can't stop thinking about this guy. That's what scares me, really. I don't want it, yet it can't seem to stop. Ironic, huh?

Absence

I'm really bad at this. I am, and for that I can only apologize. Today I'm finally getting this...

... cut down a bit. I hope. Nice face, I know. Ha ha. Well, I'm lucky to have a friend who's great at doing hair. So I'm going to get rid of some of this hair hanging down in my face. Unless she forgets. It's already one in the afternoon and no phonecall at all. Not even a text message. Hoping that I won't have to wait until four o'clock when she makes a call to tell me that she forgot and that she's no longer available. Would be so typical.

I mean, when people get boyfriends/girlfriends, they totally forget their friends. I was like that before but I changed when I realised that it wasn't fair doing that to my friends. Friends are the ones  that last the longest. Boy- and girlfriends are the ones you get tired of, that you need to be this and that with. Friends... are better. Sorry to say it but yes. It's a shame that people get so blinded by love, that's all.

Well, time to fix myself; get dressed and such. I'll try to remember to put in another post tonight. Have a nice day!

Third season

I'm really into this programme now. "As If" is by far one of the best series I've ever seen. Third season started and I just don't want it to ever stop. Though next season is the last, so I'll just have to watch it all over again. Huge thank you-hug to the one uploading the whole season, even if the audio was disabled on some very important parts of the programme. Well, YouTube is YouTube, right? Nothing great without some crap ruining it.

So it's Saturday. Actually Friday night but I'm staying up late as usual. I want to go bowling but my family aren't so keen on the idea. Whenever I make a suggestion it's met with a thousand arrows, and the balloon pops. Cruel, yes. But... that's life. So I'll just stay at home then. I'm supposed to see a friend who'll cut my hair this weekend but I guess that'll never happen either. She's way too busy hanging out with her boyfriend (for the fiftyeleventh week in a row) so I'm not really expecting her to call. She just made me a promise and that's what I'm not expecting her to keep. Too bad people make empty promises nowadays. Who can you trust, really?

Well, enough of that. I think I want to get some sleep. Too much sleep. Wouldn't that be nice?

Something

Should I say it?
Im gonna say it.
I said it.
I shouldnt have said that...

Should I say it?
I'm not gonna say it.
I didn't say it.
Damn it. I should have said that...

Should I say it?
I'm not gonna say it.
I didn't say it.
I'm glad I didn't.


Just wrote this, got inspired by a Facebook-group. How nerdy is that?

Sunny day

It finally happened. I walked outside without my jacket! Amazing. It was really... well, no need to exaggerate. It was nice though.
So, it's Thursday  tomorrow, already. It makes me kind of nervous, the weeks really go by too fast. And we haven't even begun the project about democracy yet. I mean, it's two weeks left until deadline and... well, I don't really have a clue what to write. Panic!

Anyway, to keep my mind  off that, I just watched Family Guy and I can't ever stop laughing. Thank God for letting me find this programme. This made my day, except from the sunshine then. Hope tomorrow will be an even better day. Night!

As If

If you haven't seen the programme As If, you should definitely do it. Oh god, I remember how I used to watch this every damn morning before school just a few years ago. Then it ended. And I missed it terribly. So I got this idea just two days ago. Hey, maybe someone put the episodes up on YouTube? Guess if I was right. I'm so happy!

I must say, for those of you who have seen it, that I can somehow relate to one of the characters named Sooz. Yeah. Depressed (somehow), wearing what the hell I want and not comfortable in high heels or "pretty clothes". She's me but... well, a year older in the series, but now they must be... well, one of them is 28, I read, so the other ones can't be much younger. Or older... hmm. And this series isn't that old either! It ended in 2004. Come on. Seventeen? They didn't look seventeen at all then. Not at all.

Well, 'nuff about that. I'm bored to death so I should just keep watching this. You know, lately my life has seemed empty and... just pointless. I have nothing to do and no friends. So it seems, and so it probably is. They are all lazy and can't even bother to stay in touch so why should I? Stupid.

Real life muppet show

Good headline. Sometimes I come up with good ones like this and well, it describes most of the people I know.
I'm so fed up with them. Really. They follow the stream like small fish that don't know better. That's why I want to move. Move away from shallow Sweden to... some other country. Mostly I'm ashamed of being even half Swedish. Most people in Sweden are racists, shallow (as said before), ignorant and just... PATHETIC. When I meet new people, they decide to think of me, already from the first sight, as a bookworm (I like books - I don't want to marry them) because I wear glasses. They think I'm Chinese. Believe me, that is the first people ask me about when they see I'm not entirely Swedish. And I'm not Chinese. Ever heard of Thailand? We don't look the same at all. Not. At. All. Get it?

Also, people can't marry someone if they don't look like Angelina Jolie. With bigger junk in the trunk and balloon-sized boobs. Come on. Who looks like that without surgery? People are living in a dream, snap out of it. I'm tired of falling in love with someone who doesn't want me because I'm not pretty. Then he chooses a girl with the boobs of Pamela Anderson and the looks of... yeah, Angelina Jolie. What about us, then?

Well, enough about this. You can probably see how sick I am of this. So I made my point. Next step, emigration?

Is it?

Can you fall in love with someone you've never met?
Someone you've seen, heard talking.
But never even spoken to?

Just some thoughts running through my head right now. Questions needing answers. Even though I kind of know the answers to them already. It would be nice with another perspective, another point of view.
Why is love supposed to be so complicated? Can't it just be... easy? I mean finding someone, fall in love, happy ending, the end. Why do bad things have to happen, and why can't there be love at all sometimes?
It's all about chemistry, I know.

But that's something you might even find out even though you've never met the person before. Just... well, someone you've seen, heard talking. But then again never spoken to.
It sounds real simple. Like I could do this with my eyes closed and hands bound behind my back.
Still, no. Love is complicated and just bullshit.
(Is it?)

Again?

I forgot. Again. There's been a lot on my mind lately, and today I finally got to sort them out with a walk in the sun. I didn't walk more than two kilometres but I didn't need more than that either. And I'm still sick so I should be careful, I guess. But to hell with that. You need to go out in the sun when it's here because that doesn't occur every day nowadays. The winter was going on for too long and now finally the sun comes out to warm us up.

Well well. School's tomorrow and it doesn't feel right. It feels like I should have another week of freedom. But no. Six weeks and then I'm free again. For ten weeks. Thank god. I can't wait for that to come.

Last but not least. Click the headline and you'll get to a cute video. No more words, you'll see yourself.

Not child friendly

You guys have seen this. I know you have. But still, I need to share it with the minority who haven't. Oh god, I love it.

And yes, there's going to be a lot of videos in this blog, too. I like to share videos. I hope you like watching them. Talking about videos, my video that I put up here yesterday... I know it's not funny. It's not supposed to be. It's supposed to be boring. But still... I find it pretty funny.

God, my throat is messed up and I keep coughing and clearing my throat all the time. I think it's bothering people in my house. I don't want to get sick! Hell, I don't have time for it either. I'm never sick, so why should it strike now? Damn it. Maybe I should go to bed earlier, who knows. There's nothing else to do but to listen to music. Not that it's not great doing that. So I'll just keep listening to my music and surfing on the net. First, let me get my life jacket. Ha ha. Goodnight!

This video explains everything

I'm bored. I'm lonely. I'm... fond of my lava lamp? Yeah, sort of. I've always wanted one and finally I got one this Christmas, thanks to my parents. Lovely. So... well, click on the headline and you'll see what I mean. YouTube, baby!

Yes!

Phew, the snow was gone by the time I woke up and the sun had come out again. That was a bit scary for a while, I thought the winter was going to do a comeback. Gladly, it didn't. Or maybe later...? Let's hope not.
Anyway, today was a really lazy day in the beginning. I didn't know what to do until my brother suggested that we went window-shopping. Yeah, better than nothing. At least then you know what to buy when you've got money. Which I don't for this moment. My new ATM-card hasn't come yet and I have some money on it which I can't get right now. It's like waving with a hamburger in front of a fat kid not letting him get it. Sorry, but as brutal as it sounds, it's true. Almost.

Well, I'm off to bed soon. Tomorrow it's Wednesday and my easter break is almost over. Shit, I don't want to go back to school.Though it's only eight weeks until our next break (SUMMER BREAK!) it seems you can't be close enough. Yet again the hamburger-fat kid-thing.

So I guess I'll just end it right there and I'll talk to you tomorrow. Actually it's past midnight now so it's a new day. But in a few hours, then. G'night!

F***, I'm stuck!

I was just playing "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess" (favourite game right now!) and I got very far, until I got stuck at the Lakebed Temple. Anyone been there? I hate these water temples in the Zelda games. Why keep having them when nobody likes them?!

Anyway, so I'm at the moment watching a walkthrough (actually I've seen most of the clips once before but now I need to do it again) on YouTube and this guy is brilliant. Search for TeamNinPlayBox on YouTube and also the game. I'm glad I found this because otherwise I'd just be stuck and given up years ago. I guess it's good that I didn't, then! Let's hope I can get somewhere tomorrow or whenever I'll continue.

So how was your day? I guess you can see by now what my day has been like. We've had beautiful weather the last couple of days but when I woke up this morning there was snow on the ground. In April! Come on! This is madness, I tell you. First, sunshine, blue sky, green grass (LOVE IT). Then, cloudy sky, snow on the ground and cold as hell. Global warming? Yeah.

I think I should go to bed now, tomorrow's a new day and hopefully we'll get our sunshine back!

When the sun goes down

I need to recommend a nice song by Arctic Monkeys. It's called "When the sun goes down" and I love listening to it. Click on the headline to get right to the video.

I forgot to tell you, there was a fight in our neighbourhood this Friday night. It became so serious that someone called the police. Two police cars rolled into the yard and a couple of policemen ran out to look for the people who had caused the fight and fright among some of those who live here. I, on the other hand, was not afraid or anything like that. This happens occasionally around this place. Police cars, helicopters and all of that. I'm not bragging, nor exaggerating. It's for real and it's been a reality for us since we moved here in -94.

It's sad, that people get drunk and need to fight other people for nothing. It's annoying, embarrassing and pathetic. That's what this is. So don't do this if you don't want people to look at you on the street the next day. People get to know things so fast you can't even catch up with it. The headline of this post and the title of the song I posted explains kind of what I'm talking about. When the sun goes down, criminality kicks in.

Easter eggs

I forgot you guys yesterday again. And the day before that! I don't know what happened, it's been so much to do. Fixing for last nights easter dinner and all of that. I was out in the sun all day two days ago so maybe that's why I didn't have time for the blog. Sorry. This is really bad.
I wanted to show you a funny picture of me yesterday... when I had found my easter egg.

Haha. Yeah well, it's a picture alright. And I like the egg! With a pink featherbomb (as I called it yesterday) on it, makes it even better.
I promise to improve my blogging here, but right now I'm starving. So I'm going to get something to eat and later I'll do another post. See you! Hope you all are having a nice easter!

Sunshine

Second of April and most April fools-jokes were revealed today. But I didn't buy any of those, thank God. Time's almost twelve and I think I already need to go to bed because we have a lot to do tomorrow before my Grandma and Grandpa arrive at 16.30. Prepare food (most important), put away stuff so our house looks like a castle or something, and... yeah. Things you do when you're hosting an Easter dinner with family.

So yeah. Today we had great weather here in Stockholm. The sun was shining but the wind was blowing sometimes which made it cold every now and then. But I had my sunglasses on and it was great. Having ice cream outside in the sun is the greatest thing ever. It's... epic. You know. When you've had winter for half a year and the sun finally decides to come out. That's happiness, I tell you.

Well, heading to bed straight away. Hope you had a wonderful Friday!

April fools!

Oh god, I'm finally free! And all on the 1st of April. Seems kind of suspicious but we can all blame easter coming up. So I finally got to trick two friends, actually. I hadn't told a single April fools joke the entire day, but then I just decided to do it. Now. So just recently I did it, I told them that I forgot to lock the door this morning and the consequences of that was that we had a break-in. Yep. And that they took Dad's cellphone, the DVD-player in the livingroom and lots of other stuff. But fortunately that's not true. Just me telling a joke. A good one, because they bought it right away! Funny funny.

... Yeah. Kinda.

Easter

Easter is coming up. And I'm not that up for it as I used to be. Maybe that's because I don't need the easter eggs filled with candy anymore. I don't find the treasure hunting that fun either. I'm 17, come on. No, but seriously. The only thing that's good with easter nowadays is the wonderful food. And I promise I will gain a few kilos but what the hell. You have to eat, right? I'd better save up some space in my stomach until it's time to fill it.

S

Swedish easter candy... it's so damn good but not good for you. No candy is healthy, I know that.

Well well, enough about that. Tomorrow I only have one class to attend to, if I'm not being forced to stay for no reason. As I was today before lunch, and those my friends, those were the longest three hours of my life. Especially the double math- class. Two hours of math! Terror! Ugh, I'd jump out the window if I could. Just give me wings and then I'd be happy to do it. Seriously. Even though I'm afraid of heights.

'Nuff said for now. I need to get some sleep before tomorrow. It's just one more day and then I'm on an easter break. Finally! Even though it's only been a month since our last break... yeah, we're spoiled. G'night!

Deleted!

Yes, I know. I deleted my video blog. I got kinda embarrassed of it. Well... this latest video can explain most of it. Which isn't really that much. Still don't know how to embed videos in this blog but if you click on the headline of this blog post then you should get right to it.

I guess I deleted it because of... well, I'm still not one hundred percent comfortable talking to a camera, posting videos of myself and all of that. I guess it's just because I'm afraid of what people would think. Though I don't want to think that way, it's hard not to. You get it? That's one of the reasons, I believe.

I really need to get some sleep before school tomorrow. Damn teachers forcing me to go when I have nothing to do there... Life's hard sometimes. Too hard. Good night!

PS: The video is still processing by now but the URL should be the same. So check in by tomorrow if it doesn't work.

Edit: There was trouble converting the video file so I tried again. Here you go, click on the headline! Hope it'll work now...

Early post (what happened?!)

Usually I write these posts late in the evening. I realized that I had nothing else to do than to write in my blog. So, hi! How are you?
I actually went to school today. Just to make things clear with my teachers. I think it's pretty worthless staying at home since I need to be at school tomorrow morning and afternoon for math and gym class. And on Thursday I need to attend to that math class too. So... yeah. Pretty bad timing.

Still it got a little bit better when my teacher came in with this into the classroom.

Cinnamon buns, grapes, Påskmust (tastes almost like Coca Cola), bananas (not so much for me though, I hate bananas). It's not an everyday happening so that was more than just great. Saved my day, I tell you.

Well, that's my day. Short, I know. Finished my day at Subway with my friends and then we all headed home. Tomorrow... I just want to stay at home. But I'm not allowed to, even though I'm finished. Bollocks.

Zero respect

If there's one thing that I can't understand, it's why people need to make out in public.
Why do we have to see that you two are a happy couple? Okay - congratulations, good luck and all of that. But... please, show some respect? And mostly to the kids, pointing at the kissing couple asking their mum "Mum, why are they doing that? Is he hurting her?" ... well, you never know if they're five, ten or three years old.

People doesn't seem to have that much of respect for others these days. Where did the respect go, really? Out the window, never came back and was happy to leave, I guess.
I remember the couple that made a great controversy in Stockholm a few years ago. I don't know if you've heard about this place called Sergels torg, but anyway that's where a couple; a man and a woman, carried out a bed, crawled under the cover and had sex. Yeah. Really.

It was all over the news the next day and the man and woman were charged for disrupting order in public. Their excuse was that they were protesting for the right of owning an apartment or a house in general, without any special demands. Excuse me, but I think they chose the wrong way of getting their voices heard. Am I right or wrong?

Well, that's what I needed to say. I need to get some sleep soon, if I'm going to be able to get up by seven tomorrow morning. Yeah, I need to get back to school and make it clear for my teachers that I am done with my work and that I was given a easter break by the previous Friday. Apparently, some teachers didn't get that. So that's what my plans are for tomorrow. How about yours?
Good night, sleep tight!

I'm so sorry!

There is no excuse for yesterday. Okay, except from that I just didn't have enough time to fit in blog posts in both my Swedish and English blog. So... yeah. Well, here's the post that I didn't have time for yesterday.

Today was a really lazy day. Still I woke up by ten in the morning, thinking "What the hell happened?". Because I usually get up by noon or so, that's why it's so weird. Maybe it's good, because I'm pretty tired now and it would be great to fall asleep now. But not yet.

I'm not sure if I have to go to Spanish class tomorrow. As you may have read, I'm free already, for my easter break, because I finished all of my work in school. But I'm not sure if I'm free from classes like Spanish and math, so I mailed my math teacher today and I hope to get an answer sooner than Wednesday morning, because that's when math is, actually. And the math teacher is well known for being slow, correcting tests, answering mails and those important things. How convenient.

I thought I'd share a song that I'm actually listening to right now. I love it! It's called "Gotta be somebody" by Nickelback. Their latest album "Dark Horse" is really a success with several good songs. Well, here you go. Click here if you want to hear the song!

Well, I should go get ready for bed. Feels weird that I'm already tired... haha, maybe it's a good thing though. Or bad. Who knows? Hope you had a good day, sweet dreams!

First video! Yay!

Yeah, still feels a little bit... weird. And also, the audio might be slightly before/after the video itself so keep that in mind. That's what happened before when I was going to publish a video and I tried so many times I gave up. And uploading videos takes forever. Maybe it's the format of the video? Or the size? My webcam videos are always THIS big, even though it's only a few seconds of recorded video. We'll see. And if it doesn't work this time I'll try it again. On my mobile phone. That camera's not that good either, but I can't use my digital camera right now because it's dead. Stone dead. Rest in peace, yeah well, all I need to do is to charge the batteries which will take forever. So I won't. Not now, at least.

Still processing the video... when is it going to finish?! I'm getting impatient. Yes, I have a short fuse. I know. The video is about being unfaithful. Cheating. It's not being referred to as a personal experience though I have been through that with one idiot before. But no. It's about celebrity cheating.
Here it is. Finally finished. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLl6sgPO0jo
What do you think? Tell me! I'm off to make some lunch now so... yeah. See you later!

Wii

Good evening! Right now, it's about 10 PM here. Today I feel like I've done good things. First, I got through the math test. It was scaringly easy, almost if I had thought in a completely different way than you're supposed to. So if I fail this test, it woudn't surprise me. Just because I felt so secure about it. It's a cure that's hung upon me since eighth grade or something.

We got a lot of new Wii-games today and most of them seem really fun. Among them are "Super Mario Galaxy", "Wii Sports Resort", "New Super Mario Bros Wii" and a few other games. Then I know what to spend my weekend doing... haha, just joking. Hey, I can show you two photos of all the games we've got now. Here you go.

Yeah, that's about it. A little hint of how much life I've got. Hahaha.
Well, I should get going. I'll talk to you again tomorrow, see if I can make a video blog. Hope you all had a nice day!