Alcoholics and pyromaniacs

I need to be honest with you. I was going to describe to those of you not living in Sweden what "Valborgsmässoafton" is, so I googled it and found out that it's called "Walpurgis Night" in English. Well, whatever. You're standing by a big fire watching it and most young people over 14 years old get embarrassingly drunk these nights. Well, I'm not one of them. I wasn't even out to go watch some stupid fires. I mean, if I'd want to see a thing like that, I could just burn something up outside. Or something. It's a night for pyromaniacs and alcoholics. Most holidays are drenched in alcohol nowadays. Tragic.

So I stayed at home this evening with my brother, watching some episodes of Family Guy and eating chips. Actually the last part just made me feel bad about what I'm daily stuffing into my mouth. Today I had McDonald's for lunch. French fries, hamburger and a medium Cola. Dinner; meat with French fries and tzatziki. God, I feel awful. I'm always eating junkfood when in school and after school isn't much better. So I really need to start working out. It's showing, all over my body. I've never looked like this before. It's giving me a huge anxiety. Tomorrow - work out! At least two, three times a week I should do some exercises. God, what have I become?

Well, enough of the anxiety- and alcoholic-talk. I think I'll just get into bed and sleep for a day or two. It seems necessary. Night!